寂しい逢いたいよ声が聴きたい　
握りしめられたままの携帯
こんな想いを抱いて生きてくなら
恋なんて知らずに過ごしたかった

That day when you said 'I won't leave you', you embraced me
And now you are not by my side anymore.

Lately I have the urge to blog...
I don't know why I feel that way- maybe because my blog is like a diary to me
Even though noone reads my blog :D
I still want to put some work in it.
Maybe one day I'll come back to that page and look through those posts and it'll remind me.
It'll remind me of all the joy and pain I had.

Ah well I'm getting sentimental.

I don't know how I'll continue with this...
but I'll find a way

"Her room looks just like it is christmas everyday"

Those last few days were a little troublesome and full of joy.
I switched classes on friday. And I'm so glad it worked.

Yesterday I had friends coming over to watch some movies.
Was quite a lovely night.

Today I went to the city to buy boots I saw a couple of days ago.
I really love them ♥ though I suppose they'll fall apart quickly.
But they weren't expensive so I bought them.
And I bleached my hair today.
Its not done yet but I had to stop cause otherwise there won't be much hair to dye left.

Tomorrow I'm going to a pony farm. ahaha. I'll probably just conduct the pony with my friend on it cause I'm scared of horses in general...
Maybe I'll take some pictures.



+ this is such a lovely song I just had to post it

Yesterday school started again.
And I was positive about it that I'll be in a good class with my friends.
But oh no, some teacher decided to throw me in a class where I don't know anybody.
My whole class is still the same expect for me who got into another class.
Thats totally fucked up, because there is no fucking system behind it.
I'd understand if it would be a complete language class but not everyone has a language in that class so it wouldn't change anything if I'd be in another class.
Everyone around me was so sad looking yesterday and I tried to look fine and confident, but when I got home I started crying. I talked to my mom about it and even she said that its not fair and that she will support me.
I guess she knows how much I suffer at the moment.
Well today I'll try to talk with a teacher about it.
If its not working my mom will talk with them.
She gave me some tips for that.
She even said I could drive the drama tour and shit. haha oh mom ♥

Well for something else I'm thinking about haircuts lately...that I maybe should get a fringe that is straight...well I guess it would fit me since I've already had it but my fringe right now is super long...oh well...

everything is so fucked up at the moment
my life, my family, my school and yet I can't make it stop.
I guess if I'll have to stay in that ugly class I surely break in.

寂しい逢いたいよ声が聴きたい　
握りしめられたままの携帯
こんな想いを抱いて生きてくなら
恋なんて知らずに過ごしたかった

That day when you said 'I won't leave you', you embraced me
And now you are not by my side anymore.

Lately I have the urge to blog...
I don't know why I feel that way- maybe because my blog is like a diary to me
Even though noone reads my blog :D
I still want to put some work in it.
Maybe one day I'll come back to that page and look through those posts and it'll remind me.
It'll remind me of all the joy and pain I had.

Ah well I'm getting sentimental.

I don't know how I'll continue with this...
but I'll find a way

"Her room looks just like it is christmas everyday"

Those last few days were a little troublesome and full of joy.
I switched classes on friday. And I'm so glad it worked.

Yesterday I had friends coming over to watch some movies.
Was quite a lovely night.

Today I went to the city to buy boots I saw a couple of days ago.
I really love them ♥ though I suppose they'll fall apart quickly.
But they weren't expensive so I bought them.
And I bleached my hair today.
Its not done yet but I had to stop cause otherwise there won't be much hair to dye left.

Tomorrow I'm going to a pony farm. ahaha. I'll probably just conduct the pony with my friend on it cause I'm scared of horses in general...
Maybe I'll take some pictures.



+ this is such a lovely song I just had to post it

Yesterday school started again.
And I was positive about it that I'll be in a good class with my friends.
But oh no, some teacher decided to throw me in a class where I don't know anybody.
My whole class is still the same expect for me who got into another class.
Thats totally fucked up, because there is no fucking system behind it.
I'd understand if it would be a complete language class but not everyone has a language in that class so it wouldn't change anything if I'd be in another class.
Everyone around me was so sad looking yesterday and I tried to look fine and confident, but when I got home I started crying. I talked to my mom about it and even she said that its not fair and that she will support me.
I guess she knows how much I suffer at the moment.
Well today I'll try to talk with a teacher about it.
If its not working my mom will talk with them.
She gave me some tips for that.
She even said I could drive the drama tour and shit. haha oh mom ♥

Well for something else I'm thinking about haircuts lately...that I maybe should get a fringe that is straight...well I guess it would fit me since I've already had it but my fringe right now is super long...oh well...

everything is so fucked up at the moment
my life, my family, my school and yet I can't make it stop.
I guess if I'll have to stay in that ugly class I surely break in.