いいん　です　か　？

*// バカモノの詩 ★

Sunday, April 29, 2012

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ALICE: Yes. I would have loved you... forever. Now, please go.

DAN: Don't do this, Alice. Please, talk to me.

ALICE: I am talking. Fuck off.

DAN: I'm sorry. You misunderstand! I didn't mean to.

ALICE: Yes you did.

DAN: I love you!

ALICE: Where?!

DAN: What?!

ALICE: Show me! Where is this love? I... I can't see it, I can't touch it.
I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words,
but I can't do anything with your easy words.
Whatever you say is too late.

DAN: Please, don't do this!

ALICE: Done.

Labels: sad

Thursday, April 26, 2012

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Don't know why I find these so perfect.

Labels: inspiration, life

Sunday, April 22, 2012

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Aus dem Bergeversetzen wurd' ein Meer von Komplexen
Im Verbergen ansetzen, ein Wettbewerb im Verletzen
Vorm gekehrten der letzten Scherben im Haus
Willst du zuhören, doch Schmetterlinge sterben so laut
Es ist ohne Leuchtturm alleine in 'nem Meer
Mutsignale verloren, treiben umher in der Luft zwischen uns
Jede Träne, jeder Frage, die blieb
Neben mir, genau da wo du liegst

.｡.:*☆ ★ ☆*:.｡.

I'm feeling so empty right now. . .like its all too much.
I'm still having my migraine which I became kind of used to.
And everytime I want to break this circle I'm left alone.
This is unfair. . .
I'm always left alone when I'm at my worse.
Thats really nasty.
I bet I look hideous. . .
whatever.

went through tumblr and found that ask on someones profile.
The answer s just perfect.

if you hooked up with your crush and you started making out, then clothes started comming on and you noticed cuts and scars everywhere, what would you do?

Anonymous

I would kiss their cuts & scars

Saturday, April 21, 2012

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This week had been so horrible to me and not kind at all.
It has been really stressfull and more then emotional, I don't know how to cope with that.
I haven't slept good in ages. I'm always waking up bathed in swet which is obviously not healthy. My migraine is still there which is making me sick. I don't want to cry about all this but somehow I need to get it off my chest. So there you have it. Friends have been ugly to me and thats nasty.
Anyway no more whining about all that.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

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aaaaah this is my desired new hair colour :3 and as you may know I'll probably do it （*´▽｀*） life's too short to care about hair getting damaged and shit sooo all I have to do is buy some blue hair dye and off I go :3 ! naw although I'm a little nervous about dying my darker hair D: wont come out that bright I suppose but anyway I'll do it (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Monday, April 16, 2012

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Faith, trust & pixie dust.

Can we just be really cute and watch a disney movie together cuddling underneath the sheets with lights off, and maybe fall silently asleep in each others arms ?

I feel so emotional right now and I have no clue why. excuse me while I cry over my loneliness.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

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perfect

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

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I'm waiting for this test to end
For this test to end
Hi, I'm losing myself in you, high
I'm losing

Bayou rolling insane
I've dived in it
In wide, in you
You say all
Heartmill
You will

I don't know how to post on here anymore, since everything I post will be analysed and used against me. I mean If I speak honest and tell my feelings, my mind, my heart I only recieve hate and anger against me and I don't know how to deal with this. I thought my blog was some kind of safe place where I could speak free and unbound but since I've caught up with a few conversations dealing with my blog entrys I've lost courage somehow. I mean, how can I be myself if everything I say is used against me in the end ? Thats like a freaking deathtrap.
I feel so lost amongst my thoughts and I cannot speak them because its "wrong" or it "hurts" other people. I'm too sensitive for such shit.

Monday, April 2, 2012

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