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Monday, October 31, 2011

Casper would be a nice name...


Friday, October 28, 2011

Today I went to an art exhibition at the "Zeughaus"
The artist there has drawn forest and trees and all that because its the year of the forests...
It was quite impressive because those drawing were so "real" they looked like photographys...

Anyway I found the building interesting as well and did several pictures of it.


one of the prettiest cats I've ever seen.
He's called Berry and is our neigbour's cat :3
He's so adorable and likes to cuddle all the time.
Plus he looks just like my cat nana D:

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Well you know that's a lie


My body is bruised and my body is aching like hell, yet my heart is aching more then my entire body and the bruises feel worse then the pain in my chest.
I don't know why but the last past days a few people disappointed me so bad.
I got dumped, ignored, and screamed at. Why is it like this. Am I such a monster ?

The fun fact is that I'm so motivated to go to school today its crazy.
Maybe because I can ignore my feelings there and have a little fun ?!
I don't know but I feel better then sitting at home alone.

Today I'll have to study ethics that keeps me away from my laptop and the internet for a while ♥ I'm somehow annoyed by my laptop and internet and all that shit...or well I'm annoyed by social networks. Yesterday a friend was online and we were able to continue our roleplaygame which was so lovely and entertaining. I feel happy when I'm talking to that friend. I "know" her for quite a few years and its always the happy feelig that gets me when I see a new reply by her.

I wish I could delete my facebook account...but there are people I need to talk to somehow and I can only contact them there...

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Sunday, October 23, 2011

I'm a pitiful SIGHT
And I ain't all that bright
I'm definitly not chiseled from stone
I'm a cheat and a liar
No woman's desire
I'll probably die cold and alone

But just give me a chance
Cause deep down inside
I swear I got a big heart of gold

Friday, October 21, 2011

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Es war nicht alles gut,
auch wenn jeder so tut
Auch wenn jeder verschweigt,
dass mir jetzt nichts mehr bleibt

Hast du gedacht der
Zweck heiligt deine

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying...


I'm afraid of kisses. Hugs are ok.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Kill me. Please. I'm ugly.

Monday, October 17, 2011

On the fleamarket I went yesterday I bought 2 artbooks of Sailormoon
They were 5 € each (they are 40 € new)
And they are absolutely new !! They older lady which sold them said that a bookstore closed and she got them :D they are perfect and so inpsiring oh my lord ♥



いつになったらボクの視界 カラフルに変わるの?


Sunday, October 16, 2011


My drawing ♥ I'm going to pin that little guy in my bathroom

Friday, October 14, 2011

Finally Friday.
I'll probably spend my weekend at home drawing and watching tv.
I'm not in the mood to see anyone
though I'd gladly take a ticket to the j-day on saturday but well,
thats only wishing since its too expensive.
Maybe I can assure myself to go to the drugstore have a smoke on the way there
and then buy some make up...
we'll see


Thursday, October 13, 2011

I'm so broken
so destroyed
and yet there is no holding back for you.

As sad as it sounds
Ana shows me who my real friends are and who aren't.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

scribbles and sketches inspire me more then anything.
I just have the urge to draw somethin asap.


I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of waking up.
I want to forget you. What selfish nonsense.
I call your name and the silence drives me mad.
I screamed at the lack of warmth as I grabbed your thin shoulder.

I'll probably stay away from facebook and tumblr for a while...facebook is driving me nuts.
And Tumblr...I just want a break.
I just want to go to school - go home - do homework - sleep
I don't want to socialize myself...anymore

Monday, October 10, 2011

Hiding in my baggy jeans
No one knows my secret
Hiding from the eyes that see
I have been defeated
Mirror mirror on my wall
Ruthless to your victim

My Cold came back and with that
Mia and Anna are back...
I greeted them like old friends not like enemies.
I'm scared.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Our greatest glory comes not in never falling,
but in rising every time we fall.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Und während meine Kippe in der Hand verglimmt
Denk ich mir noch, du bist für mich bestimmt nicht bestimmt
Und das stimmt, wenn man's genauer nimmt


I'm still surrounded by the new sound
I've had enough and I'm ready to go
I'll stranglehold throughout the world now
The new obsession will fade in time
A thin reminder of the past now.
All convoluted hardly ready to go
Their whines and moans will never last now
I think you've given us a fill this time

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

I really love this Picture.
Not because of its quality.
Not because of its matter.
But becaue of the memories I share with it.
The colours of that bright night.

btw those people are friends of mine, just in case you're wondering

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

What I wouldn't give to live just some time in year 1189. . .
I know its hard but I want it so bad.
Not forever, just some time.
I really love knights. . .
Yesterday I watched a movie called "Isenhart" and shit that flashed me.
I really loved how the actors looked like. . .
Knights with long hair and a pretty face. . .

Monday, October 3, 2011

So long I have been waiting for you
Do you want me to accompany you?
And the truth in your eyes
Will be seen...

We smoke and then will go home
So I want say now..
Tomorrow I will see you again..

I wanted to know with you
What is it to be together....

There is autumn for the 15th time
But you didn't love yet....

After tonight,
who knows where we'll be tomorrow
what if we're never here again?

Yesterday a friend of mine celebrated her 18th birthday ♥
I was quite excited for that since a few classmates were invited as well

we went to a mexican restaurant
I won't eat there again cause the people there were utterly impolite but yeah the evening was superb.
We had a few cocktails and nachos
(the cocktails were fine but the nachos were boring...)

After that a few friends and I went to drink some more but somwhere else...
it was 1 a.m. as I got home

Thanks guys for the night ♥
looking forward to see you again tomorrow


Liam | 18

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