Today I went to an art exhibition at the "Zeughaus"
The artist there has drawn forest and trees and all that because its the year of the forests...
It was quite impressive because those drawing were so "real" they looked like photographys...

Anyway I found the building interesting as well and did several pictures of it.

one of the prettiest cats I've ever seen.
He's called Berry and is our neigbour's cat :3
He's so adorable and likes to cuddle all the time.
Plus he looks just like my cat nana D:

Well you know that's a lie

My body is bruised and my body is aching like hell, yet my heart is aching more then my entire body and the bruises feel worse then the pain in my chest.
I don't know why but the last past days a few people disappointed me so bad.
I got dumped, ignored, and screamed at. Why is it like this. Am I such a monster ?

The fun fact is that I'm so motivated to go to school today its crazy.
Maybe because I can ignore my feelings there and have a little fun ?!
I don't know but I feel better then sitting at home alone.

Today I'll have to study ethics that keeps me away from my laptop and the internet for a while ♥ I'm somehow annoyed by my laptop and internet and all that shit...or well I'm annoyed by social networks. Yesterday a friend was online and we were able to continue our roleplaygame which was so lovely and entertaining. I feel happy when I'm talking to that friend. I "know" her for quite a few years and its always the happy feelig that gets me when I see a new reply by her.

I wish I could delete my facebook account...but there are people I need to talk to somehow and I can only contact them there...

But just give me a chance
Cause deep down inside
I swear I got a big heart of gold

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here

Es war nicht alles gut,
auch wenn jeder so tut
Auch wenn jeder verschweigt,
dass mir jetzt nichts mehr bleibt

Hast du gedacht der
Zweck heiligt deine
Mittelmäßigkeit?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying...

Kill me. Please. I'm ugly.

うっすら遠くに見える過去のモノクロのメモリー
いつになったらボクの視界　カラフルに変わるの?

осьминог
My drawing ♥ I'm going to pin that little guy in my bathroom

Finally Friday.
I'll probably spend my weekend at home drawing and watching tv.
I'm not in the mood to see anyone
though I'd gladly take a ticket to the j-day on saturday but well,
thats only wishing since its too expensive.
Maybe I can assure myself to go to the drugstore have a smoke on the way there
and then buy some make up...
we'll see

I'm so broken
so destroyed
and yet there is no holding back for you.

As sad as it sounds
Ana shows me who my real friends are and who aren't.

I'll probably stay away from facebook and tumblr for a while...facebook is driving me nuts.
And Tumblr...I just want a break.
I just want to go to school - go home - do homework - sleep
I don't want to socialize myself...anymore

My Cold came back and with that
Mia and Anna are back...
I greeted them like old friends not like enemies.
I'm scared.

Our greatest glory comes not in never falling,
but in rising every time we fall.

Und während meine Kippe in der Hand verglimmt
Denk ich mir noch, du bist für mich bestimmt nicht bestimmt
Und das stimmt, wenn man's genauer nimmt

I'm still surrounded by the new sound
I've had enough and I'm ready to go
I'll stranglehold throughout the world now
The new obsession will fade in time
A thin reminder of the past now.
All convoluted hardly ready to go
Their whines and moans will never last now
I think you've given us a fill this time

I really love this Picture.
Not because of its quality.
Not because of its matter.
But becaue of the memories I share with it.
The colours of that bright night.

What I wouldn't give to live just some time in year 1189. . .
I know its hard but I want it so bad.
Not forever, just some time.
I really love knights. . .
Yesterday I watched a movie called "Isenhart" and shit that flashed me.
I really loved how the actors looked like. . .
Knights with long hair and a pretty face. . .

Yesterday a friend of mine celebrated her 18th birthday ♥
I was quite excited for that since a few classmates were invited as well

we went to a mexican restaurant
I won't eat there again cause the people there were utterly impolite but yeah the evening was superb.
We had a few cocktails and nachos
(the cocktails were fine but the nachos were boring...)

After that a few friends and I went to drink some more but somwhere else...
it was 1 a.m. as I got home

Thanks guys for the night ♥
looking forward to see you again tomorrow

Today I went to an art exhibition at the "Zeughaus"
The artist there has drawn forest and trees and all that because its the year of the forests...
It was quite impressive because those drawing were so "real" they looked like photographys...

Anyway I found the building interesting as well and did several pictures of it.

one of the prettiest cats I've ever seen.
He's called Berry and is our neigbour's cat :3
He's so adorable and likes to cuddle all the time.
Plus he looks just like my cat nana D:

Well you know that's a lie

My body is bruised and my body is aching like hell, yet my heart is aching more then my entire body and the bruises feel worse then the pain in my chest.
I don't know why but the last past days a few people disappointed me so bad.
I got dumped, ignored, and screamed at. Why is it like this. Am I such a monster ?

The fun fact is that I'm so motivated to go to school today its crazy.
Maybe because I can ignore my feelings there and have a little fun ?!
I don't know but I feel better then sitting at home alone.

Today I'll have to study ethics that keeps me away from my laptop and the internet for a while ♥ I'm somehow annoyed by my laptop and internet and all that shit...or well I'm annoyed by social networks. Yesterday a friend was online and we were able to continue our roleplaygame which was so lovely and entertaining. I feel happy when I'm talking to that friend. I "know" her for quite a few years and its always the happy feelig that gets me when I see a new reply by her.

I wish I could delete my facebook account...but there are people I need to talk to somehow and I can only contact them there...

But just give me a chance
Cause deep down inside
I swear I got a big heart of gold

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here

Es war nicht alles gut,
auch wenn jeder so tut
Auch wenn jeder verschweigt,
dass mir jetzt nichts mehr bleibt

Hast du gedacht der
Zweck heiligt deine
Mittelmäßigkeit?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying...

Kill me. Please. I'm ugly.

うっすら遠くに見える過去のモノクロのメモリー
いつになったらボクの視界　カラフルに変わるの?

осьминог
My drawing ♥ I'm going to pin that little guy in my bathroom

Finally Friday.
I'll probably spend my weekend at home drawing and watching tv.
I'm not in the mood to see anyone
though I'd gladly take a ticket to the j-day on saturday but well,
thats only wishing since its too expensive.
Maybe I can assure myself to go to the drugstore have a smoke on the way there
and then buy some make up...
we'll see

I'm so broken
so destroyed
and yet there is no holding back for you.

As sad as it sounds
Ana shows me who my real friends are and who aren't.

I'll probably stay away from facebook and tumblr for a while...facebook is driving me nuts.
And Tumblr...I just want a break.
I just want to go to school - go home - do homework - sleep
I don't want to socialize myself...anymore

My Cold came back and with that
Mia and Anna are back...
I greeted them like old friends not like enemies.
I'm scared.

Our greatest glory comes not in never falling,
but in rising every time we fall.

Und während meine Kippe in der Hand verglimmt
Denk ich mir noch, du bist für mich bestimmt nicht bestimmt
Und das stimmt, wenn man's genauer nimmt

I'm still surrounded by the new sound
I've had enough and I'm ready to go
I'll stranglehold throughout the world now
The new obsession will fade in time
A thin reminder of the past now.
All convoluted hardly ready to go
Their whines and moans will never last now
I think you've given us a fill this time

I really love this Picture.
Not because of its quality.
Not because of its matter.
But becaue of the memories I share with it.
The colours of that bright night.

What I wouldn't give to live just some time in year 1189. . .
I know its hard but I want it so bad.
Not forever, just some time.
I really love knights. . .
Yesterday I watched a movie called "Isenhart" and shit that flashed me.
I really loved how the actors looked like. . .
Knights with long hair and a pretty face. . .

Yesterday a friend of mine celebrated her 18th birthday ♥
I was quite excited for that since a few classmates were invited as well

we went to a mexican restaurant
I won't eat there again cause the people there were utterly impolite but yeah the evening was superb.
We had a few cocktails and nachos
(the cocktails were fine but the nachos were boring...)

After that a few friends and I went to drink some more but somwhere else...
it was 1 a.m. as I got home

Thanks guys for the night ♥
looking forward to see you again tomorrow