Monday, January 9, 2012
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Der Tag der Morgen kommt.
I don't know why but I feel peaceful right now even though I have to face some uncomfortable facts and I hope I will survive !
Yesterday I spent my last free day with friends and I'm absolutely amazed how much energy it gave me. We only went for a walk and met up with someone and then went around the lake nearby. Although it was really cold I couldn't stop laughing because we had a lot of fun.
I wish I could turn back time and enjoy this precious day a little longer.
I don't want to have this stress that will surely come in about an hour. . .
The only thing I'm really looking forward to is to see one of my friends again. Only her. Noone else.
I just doesn't feel right. I don't want to see my ex again. Neither those other wankers.
Cuddeling up and watch some stupid movies. . .or even a simple walk outside would be the best. But I'm "blessed" with this.
And I'm awfully missing him.
I still feel like crying. So much.
Yesterday I spent my last free day with friends and I'm absolutely amazed how much energy it gave me. We only went for a walk and met up with someone and then went around the lake nearby. Although it was really cold I couldn't stop laughing because we had a lot of fun.
I wish I could turn back time and enjoy this precious day a little longer.
I don't want to have this stress that will surely come in about an hour. . .
The only thing I'm really looking forward to is to see one of my friends again. Only her. Noone else.
I just doesn't feel right. I don't want to see my ex again. Neither those other wankers.
Cuddeling up and watch some stupid movies. . .or even a simple walk outside would be the best. But I'm "blessed" with this.
And I'm awfully missing him.
I still feel like crying. So much.
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