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Tuesday, January 10, 2012
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There's definitely a better time.
And I'm definitely not the best person.


my life seems so non-relevant to me right now. Like I don't know I just feel like an empty shell. Like something thats just there to breath and to get dull.
And even though I feel my life getting better I don't feel happy.
I always feel totally wrong.
Everywhere. I wish I could sit at home and write all my thoughts down like asap.
But unfortunately its schooltime and my calender gets full of stupid thoughts. . .
That night, when you come home and just feel exhausted because you know its gonna be cold tonight. Its gonna get cold if you lay down in bed and no matter how many blankets you pull over it won't reduce the loneliness nor the cold feeling inside. You could lay beside the heater and yet feel entirely empty. That night you'll know that something isn't like it was before. That something has changed.
I don't want to sleep alone tonight-
I feel empty and lonely yet so fucking full of thoughts




「そんなことないよ」

Liam | 18
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