Wednesday, January 25, 2012
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it
To the beat
I'm so fucking sad.
I don't have a clue why.
Everytime I look at you I wish I could come over and talk to you get a hug and your confidence. . .
But I can't. . .since I made an end to the whole situation, to...us.
I know it was one of the best things I could have done. . .but still I feel the bittersweet longing for you.
I can't become friends with you because if I'm close to you I get attracted to you and that just leads to the same as before.
Just like magnets.
I don't want to feel this way.
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.
We're just not ment for each other. . .even though I sometimes secretly wish we were.
We could have been so much more. . .yeah if only we were made for each other.
I don't like this taste of bittersweet memory but I have to go through this my own.