Thursday, February 9, 2012
My life is like a total mess right now.
I'm drifting from that problem to that and so on.
but I can't find some rest cause there's always something thats making trouble.
This is just too unfair because I'm trying so hard to get better but everytime there is just a little chance someone comes and washes it away.
I'm trembeling between totally forgotten and screaming on the top of my lungs.
I don't know whether I'm aking this all up or if I'm really fine.
But honstely ? It doesn't feel right, I don't feel like myself.
not even close.
This is not who I am.
Who I am trying to be.
So tomorrow I'll visit the new flat we're maybe going to move to.
I wouldn't mind, change is good. . .I hope.
And then I'll have an appointment at my hair dresser-
And then in the evening I'll head out with some friends to drink something :3
Unless saturday isn't going to be shit I'll have a great weekend