Tuesday, March 6, 2012
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I know I can get pretty mad and weird.
I'm acting strange when things aren't working the way I want them to work.
I don't know but I'm getting pissed off so easy. . .
And I'm always feeling sorry for the person whose suffering under my emotions but I can't help it.
Right now I'm feeling too emotional for anything concerning people.
I'd rather stay home in bed and sleep then get up and go to school.
I'm not feeling well at all.
Today I'll get some meds which will totally affect my body in the wrong way. . .like the opposite.
Thats so disturbing. Everything I'm working for gets fucked up by such a big fear.
I'm so sad. No not sad. . .I'm depressed, once again.
I don't want this sickness affect me. . .I had a depression down just recently. . .
No. But what can I do ?
Right, nothing !
Fucked up and left alone I'll grab my jacket and leave.
Once again.
I'm acting strange when things aren't working the way I want them to work.
I don't know but I'm getting pissed off so easy. . .
And I'm always feeling sorry for the person whose suffering under my emotions but I can't help it.
Right now I'm feeling too emotional for anything concerning people.
I'd rather stay home in bed and sleep then get up and go to school.
I'm not feeling well at all.
Today I'll get some meds which will totally affect my body in the wrong way. . .like the opposite.
Thats so disturbing. Everything I'm working for gets fucked up by such a big fear.
I'm so sad. No not sad. . .I'm depressed, once again.
I don't want this sickness affect me. . .I had a depression down just recently. . .
No. But what can I do ?
Right, nothing !
Fucked up and left alone I'll grab my jacket and leave.
Once again.