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*// バカモノの詩 ★
Thursday, May 17, 2012
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I feel like such a nasty brat. So useless and even more helpless.
I mean, its not like I'm hurting anyone by purpose but deep down I feel that I'm hurting people by being this miserable.
I mean crying and shaking isn't a nice thing, is it ?
But the whole stress is buildin up and is getting worse and is crashing me down.
I can't take this physical anymore. And the pain in my soul is even worse.
I'm uttely torn apart. . .
I don't wanna cry and mumble about my life. I just can't take it anymore.
Furthermore I'm so terrified of next week I wish I could just jump in front of a car.
So much pressure.
「そんなことないよ」

Liam | 18
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