When I was young and spent days at my fathers home without feeling any anger or regret towards him.

When we were sitting on the couche, listening to Mike Oldfield on his dolby surround system or just enjoying the sound of the record player.

But now its all gone. GONE. Because I've grown up and realizied what my father had done wrong to me and my mother. 

I really wish it wasn't like that. I don't mind my parents being seperate anymore, but I wish I had a better connection to him. But there's just too much that happened I suppose. . .

When I was young and spent days at my fathers home without feeling any anger or regret towards him.

When we were sitting on the couche, listening to Mike Oldfield on his dolby surround system or just enjoying the sound of the record player.

But now its all gone. GONE. Because I've grown up and realizied what my father had done wrong to me and my mother. 

I really wish it wasn't like that. I don't mind my parents being seperate anymore, but I wish I had a better connection to him. But there's just too much that happened I suppose. . .