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Saturday, July 14, 2012
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"You’re doing it wrong. If you’re trying to kill yourself, cut vertically. They can’t stitch that up. And if you're trying to kill yourself, you might also try locking the door."

. . .
4th. . .
4th time. . .
I'm such a huge fuck up.


I have a dull feeling of myself.
I'm afraid. I'm scared of my own thoughts. They keep me awake at night at tortue me through the day. Thinking about going to hospital on your free will sounds really fucked up. . .
Ever since I woke up I couldn't stop crying because my own misery is so obvious.
I feel so ashamed of myself.
I just can't stand myself anymore. How can anyone around me handle me ?
Someone some days ago said "you can only be loved if you love yourself"
. . .so noone is ever going to love me. I hate myself so much. I never had more hate towards another person then myself.
I feel so emberassed when I look on my arm. I'm such a pitiful sight.

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